A blessing?

It's almost weekend. I'm so excited! We're having this Metal gig on Saturday, just a little nervous but I know we've done this kind of stuff before so i hope everything would be fine. 

I know, i know.. I have to keep updating this darn thing, but what can I do? I have better things to do, well, better than xanga-ing. lol. I just started this kind of account for a reason that I want to put all my stuff on records. If I can keep this updated maybe I could show it to my future children. Isn't that cool? Perhaps this will look cheap or weird on their time. Whatever, I just wanted to. Period.

Btw, I have to remind myself that i need a haircut. I'll try to do it this weekend. I really really need one.

I have a lot of things in my mind lately. About the people around me that somehow became  part of my life. I don't have to mention names to keep it private. 

As what everybody always says: You can't please everybody. There are things that could happen beyond your control. You never know what's on their mind. Even the person that you feel is your bestfriend could do horrible things to you. You never really know. That's why i wrote a blog about "trust". It's in my other blog. If you are already emotionally involved with the person, you can't help it. It will hurt you but time could heal. Everything has a purpose for whatever happens, everything has a reason. If you really know me, you know what am I talking about. But honestly, I am happy with what happend with me this year. It's all blessing in disguise. I have no regrets at all.  It all happend in a wrong way but somehow, I would prefer it to be like this. I would never trade my situation right now than before. I couldn't ask for more in my life. My life is not perfect but I'm happy and contented. I know it's hard for you to understand what I am talking about but it's the best explanation I could make in what's in my mind right now.

Things really happend, i know! But then again, I'm just happy it happend.