One Saturday afternoon..

 

It's Saturday afternoon, while sitting on a chair and feeling the ray of sunlight from the window. I was reading the last chapter of the my book "Something Borrowed", and there's a paragraph that i really like:

"Only then do I acknowledge that what I am feeling might actually be true happiness. Even joy. Over the past several years, when I have felt the beginning of this emotion tugging at my heart, it has crossed my mind that the key to happiness should not be found in a man. That an independent, strong woman should feel fulfilled and whole at her own. Those things might be true. And without Dex in my life, I like to think Icould have somehow found contentment. But the truth is, I feel freer with Dex than I ever did when I was single. I feel more myself with him than without. Maybe true love does that."

Diba winner eto?! It's just so nice to realize that you make yourself fulfilled and whole by yourself and thinking na you're not empty anymore. I know madami pa akong pangarap sa buhay ko, it will not end na ganito na lang. Pero for me, wala ng complains or even regrets sa mga napili kong gawin sa buhay. I've said this from my other entry already. I don't have to complain anymore because I'm loving every inch of it. LIFE is so God damn beautiful! Or maybe, iniisip ko lang- i am thinking this way kasi di naman ako nag-eexpect masyado sa buhay ko. As long as i know that I can support myself and give something for my family back home, ok na yun! =)

Update!

My mother knows how to use the chat from the Yahoo Messenger already, somebody from the computer center na sa bayan namin made her an account then tinulungan syang mag log-in sa YM and then taddaa!

Me and Rex, my Mother and my niece Czen (who calls me mommy)

It's funny kasi noong kausap ko sya, doon sya nagpunta sa computer center ng anak ng mayor namin, haha! demanding ang aking ina, tawa ako ng tawa nung inuutusan nya si Jojo. Anyway, salamat sa tulong. =)

And on the same night pala, Rex and I decided na mag-inum while waiting sa nanay kong mag-online. Well, not sobrang inum naman (tig-dalawang smirrnof lang). Melissa was online then, sabi ko umiinom kami ni Rex tapos sya din pala nag-iinum mag-isa. haha! It's cute, niloloko namin ni REx sabi namin- nalaman nya lang na may gf na si Barba, naglalasing na sya. haha! Which is ofcourse not true! Like hello?

ok, meet the losers! =)